[This is rough. But... if he can spill his heart out to Shizuo, he ought to be able to say something to Mikado too, right? Or maybe Shizuo's just easier to talk to because he isn't so emotionally invested. Who knows?
He takes a deep breath, exhales, and tries to do this terryfing thing that is talking about it.]
when i made stupid vows of loyalty and stuff when we were kids i meant it
its really important to me to be able to keep you safe
if i cant do that all thats left is the mistakes i keep making, like i cant make up for anything
i didnt come back to ikebukuro because i didn't want to see you if the mistakes outweighed the things i did right
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He takes a deep breath, exhales, and tries to do this terryfing thing that is talking about it.]
when i made stupid vows of loyalty and stuff when we were kids i meant it
its really important to me to be able to keep you safe
if i cant do that all thats left is the mistakes i keep making, like i cant make up for anything
i didnt come back to ikebukuro because i didn't want to see you if the mistakes outweighed the things i did right
thats kind of how it is right now