I didn't do anything to make it any better for myself--- I should have let him put the gun in my mouth... ...Mm, no. That's not right... I- I shouldn't have pulled it in the first place...

[ Shouldn't have gotten it. Shouldn't have met Sion-san, Shouldn't have came to Court Shouldn't have created Dollars shouldn't have been born.

...The idea of erasing himself feels welcoming, again. ]