[He has to keep struggling. He has to get away and get back. There's someone waiting for him... But. But he can't risk getting killed over stubbornness. Even though this is a new situation for him, he can't let the fear of the unknown make him do something stupid. Mikado will be sad that he's hurt either way, but he'll be even more upset if he never comes home.
So this really is one of those moments. His own embarrassment and pain don't matter. He himself doesn't matter. If playing along means he survives, he just has to put up with anything that entails. It's like a switch flips -- he stops resisting all at once, suddenly going limp with just a small whimper.]
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[He has to keep struggling. He has to get away and get back. There's someone waiting for him... But. But he can't risk getting killed over stubbornness. Even though this is a new situation for him, he can't let the fear of the unknown make him do something stupid. Mikado will be sad that he's hurt either way, but he'll be even more upset if he never comes home.
So this really is one of those moments. His own embarrassment and pain don't matter. He himself doesn't matter. If playing along means he survives, he just has to put up with anything that entails. It's like a switch flips -- he stops resisting all at once, suddenly going limp with just a small whimper.]
...It's gross.